Monday, September 25, 2006

and then

In between all the nightmares I had last night there was one funny dream mixed in. I was trying to decide on what to be for Halloween and had narrowed it down to either a pixel or Helvetica.

Both remind me of how I used to sit in eighth grade algebra and stare intently at some symbol in the textbook, trying to merge myself into it. IF I FOCUS ALL OF MY MENTAL ENERGY ON THIS BETA I WILL SHRINK SO TINY SMALL INTO AN INK DOT AND THEN I CAN SLEEP FOREVER AND BE TINYSMALL AND NO ONE WILL EVER BOTHER ME

Those who know me well may recognize this sort of thinking from a time not too long ago. Ah, me! But all those people are gone.

Today during my lunch break I lay down under a sugar maple and thought about home.

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